This morning, August 4, 2010, my dear, loving, kind Uncle Keni went to be with our Lord.
My Uncle Keni lived a painful life, the last twenty or so years. He had been injured in a mining accident about twenty years ago, when the roof collapsed, and it took many hours for them to get him out. He suffered permanent damage to his legs, and from that day forward had to walk with arm crutches. Then, he sufferend a heart attack, and had to have a combination pacemaker/defibrilator put in. Then, as if that weren’t enough to have to suffer in one lifetime, he began losing his eye sight in one eye about this time last year. What the doctors thought was something called Toulosa Hunt Syndrome, eventually became diagnosed recently as cancer on the cranial nerves in his head. The doctors surmissed that the cancer had come from a skin cancer he had removed a couple of years ago from his nose. To this day, this confounds me that this is the cause. But, no matter what the cause, my Uncle was taken from this world this morning.
Through all his pain and sorrow, he never lost his faith. He was saved in 1973, and was faithful in his belief up until his passing.
When my mother and father had passed, after my fathers funeral, I was sitting in his living room, by myself. He came in, and sat down with me. He asked me if I was okay. I said no. He then asked what was wrong. I said I was angry…angry at God for taking my parents from me. He just turned his head, and looked out the window. He was trying to find the words to say, to make it easier on me. And, turning back to look at me, he smiled that sweet smile of his, and said that I should not be angry at God. That he did not take them to hurt me. He said that I had to have faith in the Lord’s decision to take them. We talked for a little while longer, and he didnt realize it at that time, but his words had given me a strength to start forgiving. And, to this day, those words are carried in my heart.
My Uncle Kenny, or Keni as I have always called him, was my favorite Uncle. When his eldest son, Kent, got old enough to walk, I used to spend one week a summer with them. And, then, when Kelli, his daughter came along, the summers were that much more fun. My Uncle Keni always gave me love, and kindness, and I will always remember him for that. And, in a time in my life, when I was at a crossroads, and needed someone who was loving and understanding, both he and my Aunt Mary offered me a choice. The choice to do the right thing, and be the right kind of person. They offered me a place to live, behind them, so that I would never have to feel alone in this world.
I had many a good conversations with my Uncle Keni through the years, but none will be more remembered or cherished as those in the last two years, since coming to live here. He would affectionately call me *bubble butt*, for obvious reasons LOL!! and I would call him *boobalah*. Not sure where it came from, or why I started calling him that, but it fit. So, call him that I did. I remember many a time he made me laugh, and many a time he offered sage wisdom and counseling. I knew that with his words, would come love and understanding, and he only wanted the best for me. And, I for him. It is hard to let him go. I have lost so many people I love, in the past few years, both to death, and misunderstandings, but losing my Uncle Keni felt much more like losing a brother, than an Uncle. He was only 17 years older than me, so I guess that is why it feels that way.
My mom said I used to always tag along behind him, when he would come visit us in Columbus when I was really little. I do not remember that time, sadly, because I was so small, but mom always thought that in that time we had formed a special bond. I am happy to say that she was right. Through the years, as I got older, I drifted away from Uncle Keni, and his family, as often happens. But, I never forgot them, and thought fondly of them all the time. I often regret that distance, especially now, but am so grateful to have had the last two years with him. I would not have traded them for anything.
It is with a heavy heart that I must say goodbye to the worlds best Uncle. I will miss him everyday, and hopes that he knows how much I loved, admired, and cherished him in my life. Rest peacefully Uncle Keni.